I Lost My Life

The last time, i lost my life. I the know, why i can that? I only badmood, lazy girl, naughty, i forgot pray. Oh no. I very hate that.
But..
I changed for all.
Oh god, help me.
I want it.

I saw her.
I wanted same with her, but i am not her.
Once time although you beautiful, you rice, you smart, you have many friends handsome and beautiful, i asked you.
Do you have love friend?
Sorry. If know i tell you with my friend.

I must see my face in mirror.
If i have mistake, i will say sorry.
I want care with you.
I want always as friend you.

Thanks god, you used to tell me. I saw that, i love this world.

Father, mother, little sista n little brotha, pardon me.
Love my family.